Sunday, February 15, 2009

Apology and tenacity

Hello everyone who is currently viewing this on the interweb.

I just want to apologize for not blogging in, well, a long time. I owe you all more than I've been giving you because of all the support I've received from you. I really am sorry.

It's just been difficult to do a whole lot of anything lately. I haven't picked up my guitar since Sennit passed away. I haven't tried to write any new songs, I haven't really even prayed a whole lot.

I guess I'm just confused and scared about a lot, and also still grieving. I will blog again soon.

For those that were wondering, I am back in Sweden and things are going pretty okay. There's a lot about myself that I need to change and I'm going to start with one of those things today. As much as I wish I could be back home with all of you to grieve with you, I know that God has me here for a reason. I have no idea what that is, but I am determined to figure that out.

peace, love, and not giving up.
tick tock

3 comments:

Unknown said...

We Love you Kaeli and we are missing you being home. I hope you clearly see the reason why God has placed you in Sweden and you can complete His plan for you there. And yes we will all Love and miss Sennit, but he would definitely want you to remember him and continue to do the things you love. Matter of fact, why don't you start back in to things and write Sennit a song. He would love to her it.

Love you friend and I'm Praying for you.

Never forget that the Lord your God is with you always.

Purvis.

Poems of Long Ago said...

:/

<3

Beth said...

Love you kiddo. I know times are difficult, but remember He is on our side. He knows and He is there to carry us. As much as I want to know what's going on in your day to day life of Sweden, I am more concerned with you, your heart, your passion, and your deep love for God. Don't let death take that away.

The enemy has been defeated
And death couldn't hold You down
We're gonna lift our voice in victory
We're gonna make Your praises loud

Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
Shout unto God with a voice of praise
Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
We lift Your name up
We lift Your name up